Hi.

I'm sick now, And I think I have already used 1toilet roll and a packet of tissue paper already. Gawddddd. Wanted t go over Bishan t collect stocks from Jacinta but didn't managed to as she wasn't free. I thought I just love you like how a friend love a friend. But now, I don't think so. It has already grew more than a friend feelings. I really need to start thinking about all these and stop running away from it. Guessed as much you wouldn't love me. Grrrr, anyway. Thanks Chanel uh. *Rolls eyes. Sorry B. I didn't meant to. But, please remember at times, you were also unreasonable. You weren't understanding. And when I told you, you said: Alright, I'll be more understanding in future. The way you put it to me was like in a sarcastic way. Maybe you didn't, but somehow, I felt it. This wasn't how it meant to be. I thought by doing all these, it would be a right way. But, no. Maybe like what she says, I was too engrossed in all my problems. A million thanks to her when I was real sad, and she was there, by my side, talking to me, comforting me even tho I was rather piss off by your 'you like me'.

If you don't treasure the friendship I'm having with you right now, I don't think I should treasure too. The way you talk t your friends is much sweeter than how you talk t me. If its a one-sided put-in-effort, I rather give up. Its really tiring.